Clomid-- some but not all

We went in for IUI today but cancelled. Although the uptick in the last week is way better than our IVF, the estimated count was not looking good after the sperm wash.

We did have a discussion about the microscope views. I guess they were seeing about 25 swimmers per view, which is consistent with the views I've been seeing. The problem is there should be hundreds.

Frustrating part 1 in today's update is the dr isn't really interested in treating (male) infertility- their biz is taking a bunch of sperm and putting it with an egg.

So the cross roads we are at is whether to drop the $15k now on ICSI or screwing around with Clomid dosages for another 3 months. So I'm not one to piss on the Dr's advice, but I hate jumping to the $15k solution when there is a clear symptom, a clear uptick from a medication.

Frustrating part 2 is, for this obvulation, the few million swimmers I have are now dead in a dixie cup at the OBG's office. We're trying to hit it 2-3 times for the time that's left for this go.